LizLunatic

What bothers me these days...

2010-07-19T06:37:00.000-07:00

...Is how everybody seems to want to fit in, at all costs, to lifestyles and trends that just aren’t them.

I see them walking around daily when I go out shopping or hang out downtown: bunches and bunches of twelve year old girls wearing fishnets, hello kitty shirt, gigantic plastic necklaces and hairbows that could break your neck and flash out your eyeballs. A.K.A: your typical scene wannabe. These are the girls that once saw Audrey Kitching, Raquel Reed, Kiki Kannibal (or in my words, queen of the wannabes) and decided they wanted to be different too…read: they wanted to look exactly like them. And so they go to a Claires, a Hottopic, a Britain, an Attitude etc. and buy everything they think is “Scene”, next thing you know, they’re browsing about on google and myspace, trying to find someone to rip off, because yeah…that makes you absolutely original, and so scene omgsh!

Excuse me while I go and barf…

Conclusion: the scene is dead, it’s been eaten, mauled, devoured and barfed out years ago, and though it sucks, with all the wannabe’s walking out there, it’s not coming back. Don’t get me wrong, I absolutely adore some of the previous ‘scenequeens’, but more in their usual style, and because of what they do. My personal favorites though, are not your usual ‘queen’.

I’m talking about Angelica Selin (Murderotic), who is one of THE most original girls i’ve ever seen around. I’m talking Miryam Säter Lumpini, who not only looks awesome, but actually does something to make other people look good as well: being a tattoo artist. Call me whatever you want, but honestly, originality isn’t based on the amount of ‘friends’ you have on Myspace/Facebook/Twitter/Hyves. It is based on a person being themselves, of not being afraid to do what he or she does, on looking the way you want to look and not giving a crap what others think of you, because that’s just who you are. Whether you’re ‘scene’, gothic, emo, metal, cyber, punk or any other ‘style’, you’re you, and that’s what matters.

So hereby I end, never be afraid to be who you truly are, don’t let other people put you down because you’re different. Remember that they most likely aren’t brave enough to act out on what they want, and you are.

With love,
Lisa <3

Lazyness!!!

2010-03-30T08:33:00.000-07:00

So, the first of the 3 days off has begun!!!
I only woke at 12.30, don't know why, but I really needed the sleep I guess .
Anyways, I still have wednesday and friday off this week so i'm really glad about that.
Tomorrow i'm probably going shopping in Rotterdam with Jacky, which i'm really excited about. The sucky thing about it though is that i'm pretty much broke, so I hope hope hope my dear mommy is in a good mood tonight when she wakes up (she had a nightshift) and decides to donate to the best cause in the world...Moi!!!

Anyways, this thursday is my only exam day: social studies, which is gonna be great (hu ehm...). But I did study quite hard so it should all go well.
This Sunday (with Easter) we're having a big family visit at my grandma's house, so yay, another 2 hour drive with the car on a sunny day .

Anyways, I hope you all have a great and sunny day!!!
Lots of love, Lisa <3

The end is near...O_O

2010-03-23T14:22:00.000-07:00

And by that I mean the end of high school for me =').

The only things that still await me are: 1 more exam week (which is actually 2 weeks...) a few weeks of school, may holiday and then the final exams.

I'm pretty nervous, though I think i'm gonna do well.

Just a few things that bother me, I still have to do 3 assignments for economy, and because I never do my homework, I still have to write down 2 chapters for Biology xp.

Anyways, the good thing the exam week(s) bring me is 5 whole days off when there are subjects I didn't choose .

So finally I can enjoy the spring weather here, it's been very difficult not to run out of that schoolbuilding and into the sunlight!
This weekend I think i'm finally going out for the first time in 100 years with Jody and Li-yen, I could use some fun (and drinks ).

Anyways, hope you all had a nice day!

Lots of love, Lisa <3

Oh My God...O_O

2010-02-26T14:14:00.000-08:00

Holy freaking hell!

Remember when a few months ago I wrote about my being attacked by this guy and that he broke my jaw and all.
Well, after ages of waiting, yesterday I finally recieved a letter from the police (department for victim help or something).
Well actually my mom opened it but anyways.
She tore open the envelope and started reading the letter and stuff, then she got to the second page and I literally saw her eyes pop out of her head.
It was about the money i'd get for the immaterial damage (mentally and stuff), the letter said I will recieve € 1410,- O_O.
Only downside is that I only get it in exactly 1 day, 3 months and 1 year (when I turn 18).
I just stood there for like 5 minutes, completely spaced out and staring at the letter XD.
My mom and I both thought that we would either recieve nothing, and at most like € 200,- or something.
So this is completely weird (especially when you consider that i've never had more money at one time than € 250,- xp) and unexpected, but I am very very glad that the guy got the punishment he deserved.

Anyways, just wanted to share this with you guys XD.
Hope you're day was as pleasantly surprising as mine!

Lots of love, Lisa <3

Medicin again...

2010-01-18T10:48:00.001-08:00

Isn't that just great...

This morning I woke up and my face felt like a complete balloon, it hurt so bad.
But since I had to go to school I decided to just take a few asprins and try to ignore it.
But during the day the pain kept getting worse and worse, and when I went to blow my nose all that came out was blood O_O.
Now I just finished an antibiotic cure 2 weeks ago after having had a CT scan where they found out I had a huge infection in my cavities.
But apparently that hasn't worked.
So I went home and made an appointment at the doctor's.
I just came back from that, and he examined me again and told me that the cure hadn't worked at all and that the infection had only gotten worse.
So I left again with a new pack of pills and some weird spray, and the thought that if this doesn't help i'll have to get a really painfull 'cleaning procedure' and I don't even want to know what that's gonna be like...
I'm really getting sick of all this crap, all because one idiot decided to be funny and break my jaw.

Anyways, i'm off to get some more painkillers.
Hope you all have a much better day than I did!

Lots of love, Lisa <3

Parteehh ^^

2010-01-17T05:30:00.000-08:00

Wow...and that's an understatement!

Yesterdaynight was the birthday party of my friend Demi and it was...wild xp.

It all started out weird because I found out way too late that the party wasn't at her house but somewhere else.
So I tried to call but since there was half a snowstorm going on here the line kept breaking off, so eventually we settled throught texting that a few people would come and pick me up at the roundabout near the shops.
So I put on my coat and grabbed my purse, than wobbled out of my house (12,5 cm heels, in 5 cm snow, with open toes...) towards the roundabout with my bike in my hand.
When I finally got there I could hear voices screaming my name but I couldn't see a thing because my eyeballs had then turned to snowballs...
So I just went for the sound and ended up almost waltzing over Daphne in the process.
After i'd found them we went to the house where the party was and when the door opened the big-ass freaking boxer Demi owns came running full speed towards me and jumped at me like a tiger.
I'm not afraid of dogs but I completely did not see him coming XD.
So once inside I soon found out that I didn't even know half the people there.
So I just went and stood with the group of people I did know and got a drink (first of the night, Passoa+orange juice) after that the music suddenly turned to this weirdass crappy music only the dutch can make and we decided to go outside as there were some smokers amongst us.
Once outside we found out that there was a whole land of booze in the backyard and got ourselves another drink.
And then another,
And then another...
And before I knew it I was in the backyard, in the snow, on my socks, doubled over at everything that happened along with Priscilla and Lysan (who was absolutely hysteric at this point).

And I didn't even plan on drinking at all but I guess it was just all the stress and stuff. (because honestly I usually barely drink at all)
Later we were all sitting in the garage cause our asses were freezing off when all of a sudden someone comes along with a whole box of Flügel (rather strong strawberry liquor thingy), and that was sort of a mistake.
I don't really remember how many shots I took but apparantly I took most of my empty bottles home and I see 8 standing on my shelf...
So eventually I decided it was time to go home, so I got my bike and (made an attempt to) ride home.
But in the end I made it without falling over.
The only thing was, I hadn't really been counting on the fact that my parents would still be up at this hour.
So when I opened the backdoor and stood there giggling for the first 5 seconds they knew what time it was...
I don't believe I've ever seen my mum laughing so hard XD.
She wasn't mad because she knows I never normally drink this much.
But even if she wouldve yelled I think I'd still have giggled.
Then I took a glass of water and wobbled up the stairs to my room, texted Demi that the party had been awesome and went to sleep.

Now, there's both good and bad news:

Good news: I'm not hungover
Bad news: The laughing fits in the backyard all night gave me a huge cold, so basically I'm sneezing my eyeballs out now.
(and my ass and knee are black and blue cause I slipped when Jany suddenly opened the backdoor I was in front of)
After all it was a great party that I won't forget anytime soon.
I know Daphne won't let me forget it this Monday either as we have German together...

Have a nice day, drive safely XD
Lots of love, Lisa <3

(And a little song which I heard this morning on the radio)

The year is on its end!

2009-12-30T06:16:00.000-08:00

Hellooo ^^

So, december 30th already!
It's really weird how fast this year has gone, I can still remember last year's new years eve.
Most of it was really fun, except for the part where i was sick the entire day ;p.

This year has been sort of a turning point for me, i've learned alot about myself.
I've learned to express myself through my poetry and other writings, learned to accept myself for who I am, and seen that others accept me as well.
Though at times the wish of just being away from this earth still crosses my mind I feel like it's getting less and less.
Many awesome things have happened as well the past year:

I've seen Epica live.
I've seen Tarja Turunen live, twice!
I've got an awesome job with really sweet and caring colleagues.
I've managed to stay in school 3/4 of the time.
I've finally been back in Croatia.
I've been between 400 of Belgium people and managed not to kill any of them!.
And last but certainly not least:
I've been there at my mom's wedding!(which she said she'd never have ;p)

So overall, except for some pain-in-the-ass ex-boyfriends, 2009 has been quite a good year for my dear old self ;p.
I can only hope that 2010 will bring me, and all of you out there, an even better, bigger, more spectacularly awesome year!!!

Have a bigass party, and try not to lose any fingers on fireworks!
Lots of love and hugs, Lisa <3

I hear the bells...

2009-11-25T02:26:00.001-08:00

Hellooo ^^

Sooo, tomorrow is the big day: My mum's getting married!!!
It's really weird and stuff but im happy for her.
It's not going to be like a big church wedding or anything, just at the townshall and then a reception with the family and all that.
I saw my mother's dress already and it's gorgeous, not white but another really pretty color, which you'll see on the photos im gonna take .

Right now im writing this in 304 (sorta detention classroom) all by myself because I am banned from social studies for the next month *WOOOHOOOOO*.
It's kinda cold in here but aye, i've got my food, mp4 and laptop so i'll manage the next 60 minutes just fine .
Kinda stupid that this was actually my last lesson of the day because of some teacher meeting things.

This afternoon i'll be busy with finally deciding which outfit im gonna wear, what to do with my hair and make up and get my nails done .
Now im gonna go back to 'working on my assignment' cause the dean keeps walking by XD.

Have a nice day!
Lots of love, Lisa <3

Miss not-so-jobless anymore...

2009-11-12T04:10:00.000-08:00

Hellooo ^^

So, I have some great news.
Yesterday I was (again ) walking past Tally Weijl when Rachelle came out and asked me if I had time, so I said sure what for?
And she said...job interview
So, I went in and upstairs with her and we had a little chat about me, my interests, why I think I belong at Tally Weijl etc etc.
And now, at 16.00 this afternoon I have my first shift ^^.
I really hope this works out and that I can find my way around a bit , cause the upstairs and storage is HUGE...

I just finished my Biology exam and I think it went kinda okay.
Yesterday I had my Dutch exam and it went really bad...I just seem unable to understand the weirdness of my own language...
It sucks to be Dutch at times like these xp.
Anyways, tomorrow I have my final exam: German, which is gonna suck even worse for me.
I think i'm gonna grab my textbook for that and study a little while i'm eating, before I go to work (sounds weird to say that xp).

Have a great day ,

Lots of love, Lisa <3

Such a beautiful song...

2009-11-06T14:19:00.000-08:00

Hey there again ;p
I just got the new Sonata Arctica album 'The Days of Grays' and I found this beautiful song called
'No Dream can heal a Broken Heart' with additional vocals of Johanna Kurkela , so here it is =)

Lots of love and sleepwell wishes =), Lisa <3

Snow-white or Disaster...

2009-11-06T07:11:00.000-08:00

Hellooo =D

So, I am in a, erm, unusual position at the moment XD.
Im bleaching (part of) my hair so im sitting here all nervous with tinfoil in my hair and spilt bleach on my earlobes .

I actually was really scared shitless by the thought of having to do this myself but decided against my better judgement, and did it anyway ;-p, still 23 minutes and counting....

After that is done, and if I still have hair on my head im gonna dye it a really kewl color which im not gonna tell you yet ;x.

I'll make photos asap and they'll be on my myspace,hyves, and here.

Wish me luck, im gonna need it !!

*gets on knees and prays to the bleaching gods*

Lots of love, Lisa <3

BunnBunn ^^

2009-11-04T13:16:00.000-08:00

Hii =)

So, since my last post I have been feeling better =).
I decided to just ignore all the crap that happens to me and focus on the good things; having fun with my friends, doing the things I want to do and being crazy old me ;p.
Also I've been very busy with my new roomy Sizo (the bunny)

And tomorrow i'm buying some new hairdye to add some...shocking highlights to my locks...^^.
You'll see the results when all is done ;p.
And now: That 70's Show, Chips and a big bowl of Manna Manna =D.

Have a nice night =)
Lots of love, Lisa <3

Not a day longer...

2009-11-02T11:03:00.000-08:00

I am so sick and tired of this fucking house.

My mother keeps on yelling at me, telling me I ruin everything here, that everybody is starting to hate me because of my 'mood'.
Then that fucking bastard always comes running whenever there's an argument or whatever with my mother because he feels like everything is his business, and I ask him to leave me alone and he just pushes me into my room and starts yelling at me with my mother.
Then they take my phone away for no reason at all.
I'm already feeling like crap and now this all comes on top of it.
I am not staying any longer here, as soon as tomorrow's schoolday is over I'm out.
I don't care about those stupid fucking psychos anymore, they can suck it.
They're not gonna ruin my life anymore than it is already.
So there's a chance that I won't be on for a while, but I am definately not staying with these people if this is gonna be how it goes.
Why does everything has to be so messed up in my life?
My father's a bastard, my mother is always siding up with her boyfriend even if she knows its not fair at all.

Sorry for this all, but I am just through with this mess.

Love, Lisa <3

The Bunny House...

2009-10-27T09:08:00.000-07:00

Hellooo ^^

So, today has been a BUSY day for me.
Woke up at 9.30 and had to get dressed and ready very soon to go and get my hair dyed and done.
Then changed my clothes (as I was wearing my not-so-charming sweatpants+shirt), put on my shoes and went to the garden center with my mum to get new plants and flowers for the winter, and a new halloween witch to hang by the door cause the old one was sort of whited out by the rain .
On the way back she almost ran me over when she got a phonecall (my mum can only do 1 thing at a time, or bad things will happen...).

Then back home, quickly made some tea to warm up (and some apple cake ) and changed clothes AGAIN .
That was nessesary because in a week i'm getting a cute little sleepover bunny ^^.
Now we bought this cage (more like a house cause its kinda huge) and it had to be cleaned out and stuff.
So I decided to get fanatic with it and scrub down the whole thing .
It was a disgusting job, I litterally had to scrape out old bunny poo and use a screwdriver to get old food from the edges...
In the end had to clean it with chloor (dont know what that is in english ).
And now it's just waiting for my bunny-budd to come over next weekend.
She belongs to my cousin Gijs's girlfriend Nicole.
They're going to South-Africa for 2 months and I offered to take care of the bunny ='.

So now I am pretty much exhausted here behind my pc .
My hands hurt and my knees too from sitting down on the backyard tiles the whole day xp.
I think i'll sleep like a baby tonight, (and eat like a starved tiger)

And tomorrow: Job interview at La Plàce, a restaurant in downtown Den Bosch...

Hope you all had/have a great day, afternoon and night
Lots of love, Lisa <3

Songs of calm...

2009-10-26T08:35:00.000-07:00

Hii =)

I feel a little down today, so when I turned on the radio I heard this gorgeous, sweet and beautiful song.
It made me feel a little better, so I hope you like it too =)

Lots of love, Lisa <3

Vacation blues...

2009-10-25T03:01:00.000-07:00

Hellooo =D

So, vacation has started and I must tell you, the sleeping has done me GOOD!!! ;p
But for the rest, well it has been boring in here.
Haven't really done anything besides going to the mall, getting hairdye and having a girlsday with my mum.
And now today yet another Sunday has arrived and I am bored stiff ;p.
Thank God this afternoon the film Beethoven's 2nd is on *adores* which I love. (yesterday was part one ;p)
So I can watch that for a bit.

I've also started a new blog http://www.dawn-of-innocence.blogspot.com/ , where I post some of my poetry and stories.
I've you'd like to visit it would be super =).
(Of course this blog will stay too, the same way it is now so do not fear!)

Furthermore i've been busy working on my outfits, I make my own clothes and some jewelry as well and it's really fun to do.
I'll post some photos soon, but don't expect too much of it cause i'm only just starting XD.

When I look outside today, it makes me happy.
For the first time in almost a week there is no rain and the sun is shining at last here in Den Bosch =).
The dark skies and rainclouds become so depressing after a while.

Ah well, I guess this was all I have to write for now ;p since I don't wanna bore you all out too badly.

To keep you all busy today, here's a picture of the cutest little dog ever, of one of my Deviantart friends:

(don't drop your eyes from her cuteness ;p)

Lots of Looove, Lisa <3

One more day 'till freedom!

2009-10-22T12:34:00.000-07:00

Hellooo ^^

So, today was another suckish day at school...
Biology first hour sucked because my head was like in the clouds or something and of course that guy had to ask every question to me o__O.
Then at German, me and Jody got kicked out for not writing our 100 lines XD
But that was really good cause we spent that hour in the hallway chatting, eating and having fun with Brian and Melvin ;p.
Then later on I had KWT uur, which is an hour you get to do homework and stuff, but since our school is oh so well organized *NOT* all the computers were broke so, again, we spent the hour talking ;p.

I am so glad tomorrow's my last day of school and then a whole heavenly week of vacation!
My mum and I are going to Utrecht one day for shopping and Im gonna hang out with some friends and stuff.
But most of all I look forward to the craploads of SLEEP I will be getting ; 'D.

I hope you all have/ had a great day or night =)

Lots of love, hugs 'n kisses, Lisa <3

Metal Female Voices Fest report...

2009-10-20T06:09:00.000-07:00

Hellooo ^^

So, as you all probably know by now as I told it a 1000000 times already ;p.
Sunday 18 October I went to the MFVF festival in Wieze, Belgium.
It was an absolutely amazing day/night with many great bands, cool merchandise and of course fun with meeting new people.

When Eefje and I came in at about 12.30/13.00 the band Lahannya was playing, whom we also saw at the Elf Fantasy Fair.

They were much much better than back at the EFF, thanks to the fact that the lovely people of MFVF DID know how to manage the sound properly...*credits*

So we watched them for a bit and walked around, then got ourselves some beer.

Which I didn't finish cause it was the most disgusting beer i'd ever had XD.

Then we put our coats and stuff in the wardrobe and went outside cause Eefje had to smoke...friggin' addicts ;p.

There I met some people from the official dutch fansite for Tarja Turunen and chatted with them for a while.

Later on we saw bands such as:

Deadlock

Stream of Passion

After that Eefje and I took another short break and went to sit outside for a bit, when we sat against the fence I suddenly felt something in my back and it turned out to be this supercute dog!

Then we went back in and watched:

Leaves' Eyes (who played a wonderful acoustic set)

(I just OWE you to post this photo of the guy who played in Leaves' Eyes, a.k.a : My Future Husband!!!)

And then it was time for none other than....*drummrolls*

Doro Pesch!!!!!

She was absolutely amazing!!!

She's been in the bizz for 25 years and still rocking as hard as ever.

I absolutely love her raw, edgy yet elegant voice, she's so unique.

She also did the duet 'Walking with the Angels' with Tarja Turunen and they were amazing together.

(photo edited by me)

after that she did a song with Liv from Leaves' eyes and Floor Jansen (ex-After Forever).

And then of course the mega super awesome one 'The Night of the Warlock' with a huge scary head on the background.

After that came a short break in which I pushed myself as far forward as I could, and suddenly found myself in the very front row in the middle, standing next to my friend Eline...talking about coincidence ;p.

It was her first time seeing Tarja so she was all nervous, so I comforted her by telling her that no matter how many times you see Tarja perform, the nervousness is always there ;p, don't know if that really helped but still ;p.

So after a long long LONG time of waiting, drinking redbull and pushing aside irritating french people who were poking me in the side, the band finally came on stage.

And a little later Tarja came on too...

She started off with 'Enough', 'Lost Northern Star' and 'My little Phoenix'

Then during her long dress change came the standard gigantic-masterly-inhuman-insane drummsolo of the GOD of drumms:

Mike Terrana:

(and of course the crowd went crazy ;p)

Then I nearly cried my eyes out when she did 'Oasis' which is my favorite balad of 'My WinterStorm'

Tarja during 'If you Believe' :

Then suddenly the music stopped and Tarja was like... "Okay I just was about to sing when someone started talking in my ear..."(all with a big smile) , and suddenly people came on.

Announcing that Tarja had won the award for Best and most Beautiful voice!!!

She was totally surprised and thanked us all for voting (I voted about 80 times I think...) and she was just like, Oh my god, I won this??.

It was THE most adorable thing EVER!!!, I melted on the spot ;p.

After she recieved that they played 'Deep Silent Complete' but Tarja was still so flabbergasped that she forgot the words and was like 'Help me out here guys!', which was too cute for words =).

After that came a few more songs, including 'Die Alive' and 'Poison' and then, SADLY, it was time to say goodbye-bye to our dear Tarja and her awesome band.

Though they did leave the stage with the best bow possible:

After that Eefje and I went to spend our last consuption coins and got a cola and some water.

We sat down for a bit still trying to recover from the 4 hours of standing in a crazy-ass crowd when we found out we had to pee like mad, but were out of money o__O (toilet cost 0.40 euros)

Thankfully there was this really nice guy sitting next to us who offered to pay for us, thank you nice guy from whereever you're from!.

After that we packed up our things and walked into my parents, turns out they had been standing there already for the entire concert of Tarja because the guards let them in because of the cold!!!

So, after putting on our coats and walking to the car with pain in our feet we hopped in and drove home to Den Bosch again.

We came home at about 2.00 a.m which was really great *hu uhm* cause we both had to get up at 6.30 again...

Anyway, all in all it was a really awesome day that I will never forget in all my life.

And i'll definately be going next year too!

Now I hope I can handle my addiction for Tarja Turunen a little ;p, cause the next time i'll see her will probably take a LONG time *cries* ='( .

This was the second time I saw her within a month ;p (19 September: Elf Fantasy Fair, 18 Oktober: MFVF)

Well, I think now is a good time to start on the homework of tomorrow (and today, and yesterday...XD)

since I do not want to spend my Friday afternoon in detention.

WHICH, by the way, hasn't happened yet this year, good of me huh?? ;p

Ah well, I hope you all have/had a great day and afternoon and night and whatever time it is where you guys live =D.

I love you all very much =)

Lots of hugs and kissed from a very tired, Lisa <3

PS: One more week till vacation BEBEEEHH ^^

Trashed and Crazy...

2009-10-17T06:18:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the birthday party of my friend Eefje, and here are the (shocking XD) results:

Me,Suzan,Marcel,Eefje

How well Danny handles booze:

Yvette and I have nice butts XD (and Gala's foot)

Inger as charming as always ;p

"Oh the shame..."

The beer + food

Eefjes mom and whats left of the booze

Marije in all her glory ;p

And finally: How charming I looked after 7 beers, 2 redbull-red vodkas, 1 piña colada and a whole lot of crappy music:

Okay, that is too shocking for my blog XD

Lots of Love, Lisa ,3

I wonder what the MFVF tomorrow will do to me....o__O

If ever I go, remember me this way:

and remind me to never drink again XD

Shopping & Party ^^

2009-10-15T11:05:00.000-07:00

Hellooo =D

I am so excited for tomorrow.
School starts at 10.45, I only have 3 classes, and after school i'm going shopping with my girl Jacky =D.
Still have to find an outfit for the MFVF festival this Sunday and for the birthdayparty of Eefje this Friday night.
Gosh, it's been a LONG time since I last went out, and i'm really up for a night of dancing, drinking and having fun with my friends again =).

Today had a little argument with my German teacher ;x, he was pissed because last lesson the class was being hyper as *** and so he decided to seperate us all o__O.
I can't live without my deutsch buddy Frederiqué!!!
So I got a little pissed and decided to just boycot the class and not do anything XD.
It worked though, cause next week I can go back to my old place ;p, i'm such a winey child sometimes, but with succes!

My face is also getting back to normal on the outside, though the pain inside is increasing.
But at least it is no longer puffy except for my upper lip, so I took some photos today from my new haircut =D.

Ah well, not much more to blabber about ;p
Hope you all have/ had a great day/night.

Lots of love and kisses, Lisa <3

Weirdness surrounded my day...

2009-10-13T10:43:00.000-07:00

Goodevening =) (morning/day/night)

So, today was, lightly said, WEIRD o__O.
I arrived at school just in time, and before I could enter Dutch class the Dean of my school came up to me.
He told me that there would be 2 police officers at the school today to question the people who witnessed the attack of last Tuesday on me.
They questioned my buddy's Demi and Tim, and also the girls from that guys class.
I've been told that, after hearing their statements, they were so shocked to hear it all that they immediately made my case priority!!!
So we recieved a call this afternoon from one of those police officers, explaining that tomorrow they're going to arrest the guy and bring him in for questioning, and after that it is sent straight to the District Aterny (dunno if thats the right word, in Dutch its Officier van Justitie)

So that was really a HUGE relief, cause they told us in the first case that it could take up to 9 weeks to get any results out of it at all!
I am just extremely curious to see how all this works out, and what is going to happen to that bastard. I know for one thing that he has to pay me a sum of money for the material, physical and emotional damage he's done.

Ah well, tomorrow I'm gonna be driven to school on the scooter of my friend Elodie...
I just hope she doesn't wreck us into a tree or something XD.
But I think she won't, she's carefull with her friends (A).

Anyways, that was about all for today I guess ;p
Hope you all have an amazingly awesome day/night =)

Lots of Love 'n Hugs, Lisa <3

Angels...

2009-10-12T12:04:00.000-07:00

Hellooo ^^

So, I have some great news for you (and me ;p)
I don't need surgery the way it looks now!!!
I could not be happier!

Speciaal voor Demi, de vertaling behbeehh xp:

Goed nieuws goed nieuws =D
Heb geen operatie nodig!!!
Kon echt niet blijer zijn!

Ik ga je even 'featuren' omdat je mijn blogspot & reallife hunni bent ^^
www.ladioze.blogspot.com

Above is featured my dear friend Demi, who I love very much =)
Unfortunately her blog is in Dutch, but you could use a translator cause she's the most hysterically hilarious person ever ;p

I just want to thank everyone around me, on blogspot, Anette Olzon and all people who were so sweet, for being there for me in a time when I was in pain and needed support.
You all gave that to me, and I am very gratefull for that!
Thank you so much!!!

All my Love, Lisa <3

Point proven: School is Pointless!

2009-10-11T23:59:00.000-07:00

Hii =)

So, once again writing from school.
I came in at like, 8.29 (class starts 8.30 ;p) and ran into Elodie, Demi, Jody and Liyen.
Turns out today we had to go and get our pictures taken for our entrance passes to Sector werkstuk (don't really know how to explain that but its requiered for your exams)
Well, thats just great seeing as my face is all blue and puffy !
So I went to Petra explaining that Im not getting my photo taken, and she said it was okay and so I landed here in room 304 with a laptop and again, nothing to do O__o.
Anyways, this afternoon i'm going to the hospital again to see the jawsurgeon at 15.30, and he/she will tell me what is gonna happen next.
I'm really scared to go cause I am SO scared to be sedated and all that.
You know how there's always these horror stories when you hear that people wake up during surgery, or feel everything that happens but can't let them know cause they're paralized.
And i'm just scared that'll happen to me ='(
But i'm a little ahead, cause it's not even sure yet xp.

Ah well, for the rest of the day not much more interesting.
Just the regular Monday classes: economy, german, geology, biology and then gym but by that time ill be at the hospital already...

I hope you all have a great day, and cross your thumbs for me!!!

Lots of Looove, Lisa <3

Sweettalk Sunday...

2009-10-11T07:18:00.000-07:00

Hellooo =D

So, today was kind of relaxing =)
I woke up really late, like 12 or something ;p
The got up, turned on the tv and made some breakfast cause the doctor said that if it felt right, I could start eating some soft food again.
After that took a shower and quickly threw on some clothes because Eefje was coming over.
So we chatted a little about everything and nothing, she asked what exactly had happened Tuesday cause we hardly ever see each other anymore, sadly ='(
Then we watched some videoclips and sang along xp.
It's her birthday this Tuesday and Friday she's throwing a party at a bar/club called Plein 39 so FINALLY i'm getting some action again ;p
I just hope my face is a little back to normal by then, since there WILL be cute guys there...
And then Sunday we're (Eefje and I) going to Wieze in Belgium for the Metal Female Voices Fest, which is gonna be SO AWESOME.
Epica, Delain, Doro Pesch, Tarja Turunen.... every big name is coming!
I'm so looking forward to this =D

Ah, I just read Anette's blog and read about the amazing show 'Black Silk' she went to, I was so amazed by it all, I want to see it myself!!!
But since it's in Sweden, that is gonna be a little difficult ;p

Ah well, I'll just see where the next week takes me!
Have a great day/night!!!

Lots of Love, Lisa <3

Teamin' up with the girls...

2009-10-10T08:49:00.001-07:00

Hellooo ^^

So, today was erm, interesting...
Yesterday was the work-aniversary party from my stepdad (which I couldn't attend thanks to my broken jaw), and my stepbrother's girlfriend came over for that.
So today she was here as well, which I don't mind cause I like her
Normally it's always like, me against the guys you know (2 stepbrothers, 18 and 21 years old, fair huh??), but when she's here we're like a team you know xp.
She's totally different then me, in looks, style, and everything but we still get along very well.
Unlike the ex girlfriend of my other stepbrother, but that's a horror i'd like to forget .

Anyway, they went to see their mother (long story, kinda private sorry)
and me and my mum went to town.
Well, to make a long story short: That didn't go too well...
My mum was probably having one of her days, cause she was so friggin grumpy!
GOSH, I swear, sometimes she annoys the CRAP out of me!
So after 15 minutes of long faces and snarling she decided that she wanted to go home.
Good plan, one problem:
WE HAD NO CAR!
So we had to walk home, for almost 1,5 hours, out in public with my puffy, bruised face, in the rain O__o
Yeah, that sucked pretty badly.

So now i'm sitting here in my room again, my feet hurt like hell from the walk, and again i'm watching some random cartoon thingy.
I just hope that tomorrow brings a better day xp, though Sundays aren't particularly exciting...
OH, reminds me, Eefje is coming by tomorrow to hang out and laugh at me (kidding, if she does, i'll bury her in pudding)
Ah well, guess it just comes with looking like Mrs. Puff and all
Tonight i'm gonna watch Madagascar *WHOOSH* and Van Helsing *drool,dies,growsfangs*

Hope you all have a great day/night,

Love, Lisa <3
*Muhahaha, evil vampire chuckle thingy*

Lonely Nights...

2009-10-09T11:50:00.000-07:00

Hii =)

So, today I went to the police with my mum and stepdad to file the attack at 10.30.
Which meant that I had to get up at 7, go to school from 8.30 till 9.30, ride my bike back home, throw some liquid food in and get in the car downtown to the police station.
I don't know why, but for some reason I always get slightly nervous whenever I see a cop, I just don't really like them ;p
Anyway, after waiting for a while I was called into an office by a woman.
In there she first asked me for my personal info, and then for that of the guy who did it.
Luckily the school had already provided me with all the info I needed, his name, class, date of birth, adress and all that.
Then I had to tell, for the 100000000 th time by now what had happened exactly, racking my brain for every detail I could remember.
She seriously asked me if I knew the distance between the table I was sitting on and the door to the classroom...
Anyway, after that was all cleared I also told her what I found out earlier today thanks to Lyen and Noual: the guy was a trained kickboxer O__o.
When she heard that she was like, OMG.
And later on told me that the file would be registered as Severe physical abuse.
And I was both pleased and shocked to hear that he can get very high punishments for that.
I just hope that whatever happens, he won't do it a second time.
For his sake and that of people around him.

With me it's not going so well yet, I am currently sitting in my livingroom alone watching Family Guy, and missing out on my stepdad's work-aniversary party.
My jaw still hurts like hell, and the swelling that is on my face is now going more and more south (not getting less, just litterally dropping downwards) thus making it more and more difficult for me to speak and even drink.
Eating/ chewing is now completely out of the question, because even when I open my mouth to simply jawn I can feel the bone moving.
The color isn't too flattering either but that's not the problem, there's make up to fix that ;p

Other than that, I think i'll manage.
Just sucks pretty badly that there will be no going out this weekend for me ='( .
But I have to spare myself for next week at the Metal Female Voices Festival in Belgium ^^
Which I'm going to with my regular festival Buddy: Eefje ;p
With whom I already drooled over Tarja Turunen at the Elf Fantasy Fair, and gonna do so again next weekend, under slightly different surcomstances of course but still xp.

Well, I'm listening to some music now, cheering myself up as much as I can while watching Stewie's ever failing attempts to kill Lois XD (Family Guy...)

Hope you all have a great day/afternoon/night,
Lots of love and hugs, Lisa <3

Still as Puffed as ever...

2009-10-08T11:25:00.000-07:00

So, today I went to school for a full day again for the first time.
It really sucked cause my face hurts so much and I look like a blowfish O__o
What didn't help either is that my friends kept on making me laugh like mad, which hurts alot as I can't open my mouth.
So, we had German too today, and for some freaky reason the guy chose today to do oral exams :|
I, of course, spoke like a 2 year old.
Thankfully he understood why and I can re-do it when my face is less swollen.

So, tomorrow I am going to the police to report the attack and my friend Tim is coming with me as a witness to what happened.
I am really scared that it will not help at all.
I have filed an abuse attack at the police before when I left my father and back then they did nothing about it, even though he was charged for aggresive behaviour and abuse before.
So my trust in the authorities has been severely damaged.

At least the guy that did this to me has the punishment from school, he is externally expelled, meaning he's not allowed in school for a long long time.
And he probably has to go to Bureau Halt too, which is a sort of 'police' for underage criminals that can give them punishments as community service, forced therapy, fines and that sort of thing.

Monday I have to go to the hospital again to see the jawsurgeon, and he/she will tell me what has to be done to fix it.
I am really scared that I have to get surgery cause I'm phobic when it comes to being sedated and in the hands of other people when i'm out cold.
My face is now getting all black and blue, more and more every day.
And the swelling isn't going down either.
Now about the bruises I don't worry too much, they can be covered with foundation and stuff, but the swelling can't.

I just hope my face is back to normal as soon as possible so I am not constantly reminded of how it got that way when I look into the mirror.
I try to keep myself from getting depressed by listening to LOTS of music and watching stupid cartoons as Family Guy or South Park.
And of course by reading over and over again the sweet blog Anette Olzon wrote to me, and the sweet comments of all the caring people who read it.
I am so thankfull that this world holds so many wonderfull, genuine people.

Thank you all, you have my love!!
With all my heart, Lisa <3.

Poetry Entry 1

2009-10-04T07:19:00.000-07:00

So, I think i'm gonna start to post my poems here as well as on my DeviantArt page www.lizlunatic.deviantart.com
And see if it drags some attention to my humble blog *halo*
Enjoy!

"My Snow-White Sorrow"

A frozen lake, far away
A place for which the Angels pray
Oh, the white, of this night
Bathe my Death in Holy light

Silent night,
Hear my heart
See my fears,
Dry my tears...

As one flake touch her porcelain skin
I merely glance, my mortal sin
And when she see, the lust in me
Oh she can't flee, the beast's released

Crimson stain,
Oh my shame
I feed my greed,
And watch her bleed...

Black night fall,
Heed my call
Die in vain,
For my pain...

Sweetest innocence, forever she will burn
In flames of all eternity, for her heart I still yearn
That virgin white, be always gone
Forever,
I shall burn, my son

I feel no pain, I know no fear
For her i've shed, my final tear...

Bloody Sunday...

2009-10-04T07:16:00.000-07:00

So, i'm still boring my ass off all day long.
Listening to (old) music, watching tv, over-editing my myspace/deviant/blogspot/hyve profiles and talking to random people on msn.
Yes, Holland SUCKS ASS on Sundays O__o.
And even though some stores are open cause it's the first Sunday of the month, it's raining like hell outside, and I don't wanna get sick again ;p.
So I'm just sitting here, reading about how Anette Olzon had a great shopping day *ENVY*, and reading the fashion blogs.
Writing some random conspiracy theories with Eline/Mary-Grace about how aliens abducted my camera and disected it...
Yes, you might think "what the f*ck"
And, now I read it back, so do I.
God, I really have no life at Sundays.
And now I hear the buzzing of my phone, meaning that I'm either being called/have a text, or my battery is empty.
I do hope it's not the latter cause I lost my recharger :|
Ah, anyway.

At least I have some things to look forward to.
18/19 October the MFVF festival in Belgium =D
Where a.o: Tarja Turunen, Epica, Delain, Doro Pesch are performing ^^
So i'm preparing my neckmuscles already for some serious headbanging XD
And trying to figure out a way to get backstage...
*evilmasterplanthinkingupface*

Ah, I'll let you know if it worked ;p
Untill then, enjoy my boredom

Love, Lisa

Festival Report !!!!

2009-09-13T07:20:00.000-07:00

Hellooo ^^

Sooo, yesterday I went to Appelpop festival, which is an all-Dutch-Artists festival here in Holland...
OH MY GOD!!!
It was so freaking amazing I can tell you!
Me and Lisanne arrived at the grounds at 13.00 and immediately ran to the main tent where 'De Jeugd van Tegenwoordig' was performing

De Jeugd van Tegenwoordig - Hollereer

and they were absolutely awesome, the interaction with the crowd was so good.
Everyone was jumping and screaming along with the lyrics while Willie threw water into the crowd XD.
It was so great, they were all acting like retards and doing slides alongside on the stage ;p.

Later on we walked around the grounds a little, checking out all the other stages and stuff.
We took a quick peak at the performance of 'Miss Montreal'

Miss Montreal - 7 Friends

Who is a really talented up and coming star here and has had some hits already, I love the fact that you absolutely cannot here that she's Dutch, which is a GOOD thing for one who sings English ;p

But, me and Lysan really wanted to see 'Milow', who is actually not Dutch but comes from Belgium ='D but he's so amazingly talented.
He's had some trouble with breaking through but when he finally did...it was with a blast I can tell you!!!
I love his voice so much, it's very relaxing and his songs are just *sigh*, so here are some of his songs :

Milow - You don't know:

Milow - Ayo Technology:

Milow - Landslide:

and of course there are many more.
At the performance there was Milow himself playing acoustic guitar and of course singing, another man playing acoustic and electric guitar and backup singing and a wonderfull lady who sang along with Milow for most of the songs, her voice was really good and fit Milow's very well.
The show was really amazingly good!, there wasn't a note missed.

Later we went to get a BIG bucket of cotton candy ;p and ate that before heading on to the show of 'Van Velzen', who is really tiny
(150 cm :O) but he has an amazing voice!
the first song 'Burn' is a really beautiful one, and the second is a more up-tempo song.

Van Velzen - Burn:

Van Velzen - Baby get Higher:

He was, as always, amazingly good.
The interaction with the audience was really awesome.
We were like sheep ;p, when he said 'Iedereen springen!'('Everybody jump!') we all jumped and we all sang our heads off with every song ;p.

After that, me and Lysan were pretty hungry, but since Appelpop is a free festival, you couldn't bring your own food or drinks and had to buy it there, but it was so friggin expensive!
Like seriously 6 euros for a Dürun, Pizza, Shoarma and 3 euros for french fries!
So we decided to go to the 'Lidl'(supermarket) and get our stuff there ;p
We lived on cheese and ham croissants and energy drinks that evening ;p
We also bought some cheese sticks (can't explain them really, they're just DIVINE!) and when we walked back to the festival, of course we got checked at the entrance cause I had a bag with me.
And I had tried to be sneaky and wrap the pack with cheese sticks in my vest, but that b*tch got it out and took my beloved cheese sticks!!!
*mourning*. I bet my ass that as soon as we were gone, she ate the whole lot herself!!!!...grrr

Ah well, after that we got ourselves some beers (2.50 euros each :O)
and we went to the stage where 'Epica' wpuld be performing =D.
We got there an hour early cause we wanted to get up front, and we made it there =D.
So after an hour of waiting, avoiding roundflying beercaps and batting eyelashes at giant guys to let us in front of them, the host of the festival came on stage in his poison green toxido with apples on it (Appelpop- Appel = Apple) and yelled through his mic that they were about to come on stage.
So we stuck up our horns like one gigantic Metal-Army and screamed our heads off ;p
And then on came: the drummer, the bass player, the guitarist/grunter, the guitarist,the keyboardist and AT LAST, Simone Simons; the vocalist.
When I saw her beautiful red-haired persona take to stage, I nearly burst in tears ;p, she was so pretty!
And then they started off with 'Beyond Belief' and immediately behind us people started a moshpit XD
Me and Lysan were like; AAAAAHHHH HOLD ON TO SOMEONE!!!!
And then, after being thrown even further to the front, I bumped into my friend Robin, who lives in my town ;p, who was there with her boyfriend.

Anyway, the show was SO F*CKING AWESOME!!!!
There were pyros everywhere, the sound was pounding straight through your eardrumms and Simone was absolutely angelic.
The only downside was that the drumms were a bit too loud, so that sometimes it was hard to hear Simone sing.
But other than that it was amazing!
They played some older songs too, like 'Cry for the Moon'.
And in the end they played one of my personal fav's 'Sancta Terra'.
So I was really banging my head off, it still hurts now ;p
When they finished playing they all threw stuff into the crown, and I GOT Simone's waterbottle!!!!, but some guy behind me snatched it right out of my hands!, the bastard.
Then I almost got Mark's towel *DROOL*, but it landed right into the hands of my neighbour ;p
Anyway, here are some songs from 'Epica':

Epica - Sancta Terra:

Epica - Chasing the Dragon:

Epica - Cry for the Moon:

Honestly when you hear them, you can barely believe that they're Dutch!
I love them so much, they're on the same list with me as Tarja Turunen and Nightwish!.

After that we walked around a bit, saw some people and sat down on the grass, just relaxing a bit.
Later we went to see the best Old Rockers of Holland : 'Golden Earring'.

Golden Earring - Radar love:

And later we went home again.

I was really exhausted from walking and running around all day, trying not to get squashed in a moshpit and screaming my head off ;p
My fingers are permanently stuck in horn position I think ;p
Anyway, it was A-MA-ZING!!!!
And next year i'll be going again of course!

Sorry for this long-ass journal, I just had to share it with you all!
Hope your weekend was as good as mine (though, I highly doubt it XD)

Lots of Love, Hugs 'n Kisses, Liz <3

The Tough Life Has Begun...

2009-09-07T06:24:00.000-07:00

Hellooo ^^

So, today was my first day of school, I only had to pick up my schedule and see what class i'm in but anyway...
I'll start off with saying that i'm not in the same class as Jacky, or Lysan ='(
But I am in the same as my other friends Elodie and Demi, so that's a plus
I do have Biology and Gymclass with Jacky so still some time for powerterror ^^

Ah well, overall it isn't that bad, but there are alot of changes this year, some of which do suck ass.
Like, here it's usual to have classes which each last for 45 minutes.
Now our school has changed that to 60 minutes (for the dumbasses, that's an hour).
So now it goes like this

1 : 8.30-9.30
break
2 : 9.45-10.45
3 : 10.45-11.45
break
4 : 12.15-13.15
5 : 13.15-14.15
break
6 : 14.30-15.30
7 : 15.30-16.30

BUT, yours truly got her hands on a schedule that makes sure i'm never in school past 15.30, and also, they've given us 3 hours to plan in by choice, meaning that in those hours there will be NO teachers in the classroom, meaning (of course) that those hours will be spent outside the school, in either downtown or the mall
YEEEESHHH, I've finally got a great excuse to skip purposeless classes ^^
My mentor, who is a complete midget (she's not even 145 cm) is kinda... hmm I don't know sometimes I like her sometimes I don't she's kinda weird.

Oh btw, in case you were wondering wether it has become a massacre (like I explained yesterday).
It has not, but it was close to it.
I am, sadly, in the same class as that one particular person I cannot have within a range of 1 km.
But, my sweeties Demi and Elodie prevented me from getting up and scratching her face out so as long as they keep doing that, I'm sorta safe :P

Ah well, we shall see where this year takes me.
I know one thing for sure, and that's that i'm gonna work my ass off to get good grades on my diploma, and then FINALLY get into artschool.
I'm not really super excited or anything , but i'm up for it I think.

So wish me luck!!!

Have a great day, I love you all <3

Love hugs 'n kisses, Liz

Bittersweet Goodbye...

2009-08-01T02:43:00.000-07:00

Hello to all ^^

Well, tonight I am leaving for vacation for 3 weeks, so I won't be online for about that time (except if we find an e-cafe somewhere)
Which sucks, but also the fresh air and the mountains give me the great oppertunity to get new inspiration =)
So i've packed all the notepads I could find safely in my bags to do some serious writing ;p
I'm also taking the chapters of both "Dark Hearts" and "Bleed" so I can work on those stories, so prepair for LOTS of new chapters for those, and also lots of new poems and lyrics I hope!!!
I will miss it to be online, read comments and having fun conversations with certain people (HU UHM -Whutnot- XD).
But do not fear!, when I get back I will (try to) reply to ALL of your comments and try to see all your new posts!!.
Which is gonna be a tough one cause I'm watching a fair amount of people ;p .
So, any last urgent messages or questions, ask them to me before 22:00 dutch time!!!!.
Or else you'll have to wait for 3 weeks !!
I sure do hope that the tunnels are not packed with tourists and trucks...cause that would suck ass...like pretty badly

And also pray for a safe journey, that recent bus accident in Spain with all those dutch tourists really scared me a little...
My heart is with them and their families <3

Well, I guess that's it for now, I'll miss you guys and miss the posting of new things and your comments very badly.
Hope you have a great,safe and fun time while I'm gone

Love you all,
Hugs 'n Kisses, Lisa <3

(Back between 22-08 and 23-08)

Photoshoot Photo's Finally Done!!!!

2009-07-30T05:49:00.000-07:00

Helloooo =D

So, I finally got a few photo's from the shoot with Kinki Kappers at 19/07/09.
Here you can see Clarice cutting my hair before the shoot

very charming clip in my hair ;p

and here you can see Iris who did my make up,she's amazing!!!

And *drummrolls* here's one of the shoot photo's =D

And here's one after Clarice changed my hairstyle

and here's the infamous "Junky Chique" XD

There are more but waaaay too many to post here ;p, I hope you liked them =D
Let me know what you think please

Hugs 'n Kisses, Lisa <3

ShopAddictForLife ;p

2009-07-28T08:35:00.000-07:00

Hellooo =D

So today was lots of fun =D
Done some shopping, and also got some stuff for vacation this sunday ^^ can't wait.
anyway I walked into the Tally Weijl(my favorite shop) and I saw the coolest shirt ever!!!.

So I grabbed it and ran to the dressing room, it fit so I bought it =D
I just loved the rips on the back and the tigerhead on front.
Well, the rest I bought a new sweatpants for on the road ;p, blue glitter eyeliner, a skullnecklace

and a new MP4 player since my old one was kinda dead ;p, love the fact that it's pink, just like my headphones as you can see ;p

Well, that's all shop stuff for today =D
But i'm sure there's alot more when I get back from vacation ;p

Hugs 'n Kisses, Lisaa

Walking with the Swedish soldiers...^^

2009-07-23T06:31:00.000-07:00

Hellooo

Well, yesterday was interesting
As you might know every year in holland there is a little huge ass international event called "Nijmeegse Vierdaagse" where for 4 days people from all over the world come to this dutch city(Nijmegen) to walk either 30, 40, or 50 kilometres a day!!!
Anyway, my cousin and her boyfriend live right at the street where they came by that day so we packed up our shizz and headed their way, when we came there everyone was already sitting at the side of the road, cheering for all who came by it was such great fun, and lots of beers were devoured =D
And shared with those in need of course ;p
Only, i did kindoff a stupid thing that morning, I put on my
"I Love Paris" shirt with as a result that every french soldier that came by ran over to me, said "I Love Paris tooo!!" and kissed me on the cheeks XD.
Yippee, I started to blush so badly I think I outdid the sunburn on their shoulders XD.
BUT!!!, I have also had a great great great time looking at especially the Swedish soldiers ^^ GAWD, they were HOT!!!!
And soo unlike me ;p, i even flirted with a few of them
And there was also this really lonely Finnish guy, 16/17 i think, carrieing the Finnish flag all by himself and who had a "Suomi" shirt on
so I started cheering for him =D ( Cause we all know everything Finnish is instantly awesome to me ) and he gave me the cutest shy smile, have to look him up on myspace ^^ hehe
( though he probably thought to himself, dutch girls are retarded XD)
And also SOOO cute, an old finnish grandpa and grandma were walking hand in hand, noses nearly touching toes ,,but still, that was so cute!
I wish if I am that age, I'm still so in love like they were!!
And of course we all cheered for "Our Own Boys" aka: the Dutch soldiers
they have to carry 20 kilos in their backpacks!!! and that includes the women too!.
I can honestly say I respect these women so much, working in such a harsh,
female-unfriendly bussiness, Respect Girls!!!

And well, later on a bunch of Norway soldiers came by, with a watergun...
So me and the other girls tried to run, but there was a car parked right behind me so i couldnt get away, and the bastard hit me right in the ass with the water!!!.
So my cousin being my cousin, she ran after him with a bucket of water and flushed him right over the finish XD
Thanks Cuz :P
Well, alot more happened, but I'm gonna spare you that shit for later
For now, have a great day and dont forget to read the new chapter of
"Dark Hearts: The story of a Vampire: Seductress of the Night"
its becoming more and more intriguing ^^

Love You Guys Xxx, Lisaaa

Strike a Pose!

2009-07-19T11:06:00.001-07:00

Helloo =D
God, I am exhausted!!!
I just came back from my photoshoot with Kinki Kappers http://www.kinki.nl/ and it was absolutely great!
, and very very tiring ;p
Had to be there at noon, then immediately got my hair dyed, then got my hair cut
(which took 2 hours cause it had to be perfectly flawles') then we had to wait a while for the make up artist to finally arrive and then I dumped myself in the chair and let her transform me, I can tell you one thing, the make up was INSANE!!!
And of course we had to be by the window to have the right light so everyone who walked by stopped and stared at me (imagine me, with some sheepish protection band over my hairline, left side make up, right side not) which was very comforting XD.
I wont tell you what it looked like cause you're gonna see for yourself as soon as I get them
Then we went outside(t was freezing...) and into a dark alley where we took the shots,
then back inside to change my hairstyle, then back to the alley for more photos
My back is completely wasted cause i had to stan with my shoulders ridiculously far back the entire time to get the right effect,
the thing that came out was sort of a Frankensteins Bride meets 50's chique
and then later on to (as Michael the photographer, called it)"Junky Chique" XD
And in between every shot Clarice (my stylist & hairstylist) stepped forward to move my hair this and that way and so on and so on
The end result is really amazing so I can't wait to show all of you guys!!!
Well, I'm gonna lie down now cause I'm completely wasted xd
have a nice day ^^

Love Ya'll, Lisaaaaaa

In Agony...

2009-07-17T02:29:00.000-07:00

Helloo

What a great way to start a holiday!
Since yesterday ive been having severe shoulder pains and since this morning, i can barely move my left arm!
So i am writing this while in agony
Well other than that, it does give me the oppertunity for lots and lots of writing and working on my website (while i should be having a photoshoot by now...)
Anyway, i have been thinking alot about religion lately, how did we come to the idea to all believe that there's one man who controls every move we make?
I do believe in God, dont be mistaken, I just find it hard to believe the entire bible without knowing anything for sure myself.
And also, the way churches act these days, asking money to even be able to visit one!
I mean come one, it is the house of God, not a funpark :S
Of course, you can choose to give money to a needing church, but those big churches with all their grandeur and stuff, do they really need it?
I'd rather give my money to a charity for needy children or animals or something you know?
But i dont blame them who do give money, its what they think is right, and right is never wrong.
Well, enough blabbering about my crazy twisted mind (Yeah, thats what the name stands for )I'm gonna sit back, listen to music, Nightwish, Tarja Turunen and Hans Zimmer all day while trying to forget about the shoulder, and remember some usefull poetry for the situation

Hope you're all having a superfantastic ridiculously great summer!!!

Lots of Loove, Lisa van Outvorst (in agony)

What a blessing...

2009-07-16T02:36:00.000-07:00

Hello to all =D

Well, my summer holiday couldn't start better!
I passed my tests, meaning i'm finally going to my final year, as i was held back last year due to illnesses and stuff.
I'm going on holidays soon, and i'm totally happy again AND, in exactly 2 months and 3 days im gonna see Tarja =D(and then a month after that again )
Im so excited about everything that I've barely written any poems the past days (sorry)
On top of that, I've finally got my own computer back in my room so finally have privacy again and I got these new headphones, theyre like, LOVE (u can find em on large-online.nl and look for headphones, the pink ones mine ^^) XD
But there's also a downside to this pc...it wont download!!!
After a month of searching i finally found the full Nightwish discography with all the rare songs and stuff, and now my pc isn't downloading it!!! F*CK!!!BAGGEERRRR
Well, that can't damp my mood completely ;p
Going to my friend Marije later today, its her Birthday ^^
and still have to buy my stephbrother a gift, but have no idea what, what the hell do you buy for a 21 year old?? (not alcohol, you're allowed that at 16 here )
Hope you guys all have a nice day/week/life and stuff,
I'll be on vacation from 31 July till 23 August so you'll have to miss me then XD
Keep reading/seeing/loving my art

Love you all, LizLunatic <3

my friend Yvette and......Me!!!! ;p

You...

2009-07-11T09:59:00.001-07:00

The lie of yesterday, will die into tomorrow
Erased today, by a heart of sorrow
I feel your pain, I see your fear
If only I could keep you near
Keep you safe, right here with me
So lonely, you would never be
Your precious heart, lights up my sky
I've wished to know you, all my life
You gave me strength, to stand up tall
You saved me from my final fall
"You made me see, beyond the dark..."

Poetry?

2009-07-11T09:58:00.001-07:00

Helloows,
I've decided to put some of my poetry (which is also available on DeviantArt) here on my blog.
I hope you like them =D

XxxLiz

How can I care?

2009-07-10T07:51:00.000-07:00

"I don't care anymore!"
That's how I feel alot lately, I can't care for anything and spend my days behind my computer, reading blogs, working on Tarja's fansite, listening to music.
And I really just can't figure out why I feel so down all the time, of course my nerves for my final grading and if I'm gonna make this year have something to do with it but it can't just be that.
And also, the weather is not making it any better!
Here in 's-Hertogenbosch(Holland) its been raining all week, it's cold and the skies are dark and gloomy.
It makes me think of stuff I don't wanna think about, and just puts dark thoughts in my head.
But there is an upside to that!, in the last few days I've written so many new poems and lyrics!
And it does help me to feel a little better when I can put my thoughts and feelings onto paper and get them out of my head, you know?
Well, anyway, the sun is starting to shine a little I see through my window, so I won't bother you any longer ;p
Wish me luck for Tuesday, cause then i'll get The phonecall if I made it or not...:
Hope you have a nice day =D

Lots of Love, Lisa

The choices i've made....

2009-07-07T04:10:00.000-07:00

Remind me again why I chose German, as a subject????Oh yeah, right, "It's good for your I.N developement to learn as many languages as possible"...Yes, true...BUT NOT GERMAN!!!! It's not that I can't speak it, cause I can it's just that it's soooo confusing cause on one side, it's very much like Dutch(confusing as hell!!) but on the other side, it's nothing like it and makes absolutely no sense AT ALL!!Also, I must be on the weirdest school ever cause the guy who gives the subject is a Russian,Moved to Holland, To teach Dutchmen German...:S can you still follow it?Well anyway, I just finished my Geology and Biology tests and they went superwell!!Only the guy watching us was so annoying, we came in he immediately started yelling (those who know me know that that's the first thing to piss me off and give me an attitude like "Forget it fucker, I'm out) well, except the Out part cause i had to do those tests But they went well, though geology was very very long with ridiculously complicated questions about things that aren't even important in daily life ( where is Taiwan, seriously I do NOT want to go there, so why bother??)But I made them anyway cause as you know this SuperStudyNerd cannot be held back this year.Also temperatures have finally dropped to 22/25 degrees celcius here, Thank God!I was afraid at the end of the month i would be nothing more than a colourfull pool of hopelessness!.
Well, thats all for now, hope your days were better then mine!!

Lots of Love to you all , Lisa <3

Powerless...??

2009-07-02T07:15:00.000-07:00

Hello to all =)
Well, today was interesting
I went to town for some shopping (yippeeee ;p) and stuff
First went to (of course) H&M and bought a really cute short, for only E 2,00!!!!
Then i went on the New Yorker and saw this supercute dresses so I went to try them on,
While I was fitting all the stuff, all of the sudden the power went of!
So there I stood, half dressed in the dark(underground basement building)
So I grabbed my things together and walked into the dark store where I heard somebody say that the power in the entire city had died!!!!
Including in my house of course :
Just my luck...The dresses were so cute and I really wanted to buy them but since the cashes were all dead i couldn't buy anything *CRY CRY*
And, on top of that
I'm in my midterms right now (think that's what it's called in english ?) and today I had Dutch (the dutch form of english, your own language you know grammatics and all that) which went rather well I think, and math.... I totally screwed it up man!
It was terrible, the first 8 questions went perfectly well, only then cam the harder questions and I sorta got braindead I think cause i couldn't think of the answers!
Nice going Liz!!!!, and I really can't afford to not make it this year cause this is already the second time I do this year, and if I dont make it I have to leave school!!!
And then it will be goodbye bye future.
So if any of you people out there have some gooood studying tips, HELP ME!!!

Lots of (Desperate) Love, Liz